Thursday, December 30, 2010

sure?

Out on the lake, he rows towards a monster
he should’ve been running away from, years ago.
The past had made him blind to the way he’d turned the pain into a way of life.
- caleb

I'm not sure, if i am sure, but what i did makes me quite sure that what i've done was a sure way to make myself clear that i made the right choice to begin with. I am surely not throwing away a friend, nor a relationship. I'm not sure if that was the peak or just the beginning of a problem or a solution. Right now i am happy to see that i'm happy, and i'm not happy because i do not know what i want. I am happy to see that the people i like the most only want the best for me. And i realized that i cannot just be the good guy, nor just the bad guy. I'm a little bit of country and a little bit of Rock'n'Roll. And that's what i am and currently i think I am not the only one, who finds it great to live with that. I'm just the result of my past. And i had good times and bad times and now i try to live life the fullest. No risk, no fun. And maybe today made me realise that i need my girl back in my arms when i'm asleep, cause she is what i was before all that happened and i may teach her what i've learned in those years. And if everything crashes like it tends to happen, then i still can smile while going under.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

lullaby of hell

Fall, fall, fall to the bottom of hell,
pool of blood, sea of fire, and needle mountains.
Fall man to hell, fall, fall, demons of hell are calling you,
pool of blood, sea of fire, and needle mountains.
Can't you hear the groan of the dead?
Fall, fall, the darkness of hell is boundless,
pool of blood, sea of fire, and needle mountains.

2010 was the year

  • became a member on SSC
  • The first time i was the one who broke up with someone
  • I was on a plane for the first time
  • i left Europe for the first time
  • Saw a supertall for the first time
  • i created a QQ account
  • i joined renren

Ein alltägliches WTF

Ich surfe also im Internet und bekomme Hunger auf Pizza. Aus Langeweile gebe ich Pizza bei leo ein und finde herraus das Pizza auch chinesisch 比萨 (bisa) heißt. Bei einem Klick auf das chinesische Wort sieht man, dass 比萨 noch eine andere Bedeutung hat, nämlich die Stadt Pisa. Lustig wenn man sich zuerst fragt was Pizza mit Geografie zu tun hat. Daraufhin bin ich die Treppen runtergegangen, gucke ob neue Post gekommen ist und was liegt wohl an der Tür... Natürlich eine Postkarte aus Pisa.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Amazing Amazon


I never though Amazon would pack the present so cool. Instead of just wrapping christmas-like paper around the present they made an awesome sack with the present inside. Badly the present still was too late and i can't give it to Gogo until January, but awesome it still is haha

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Post #500

So that's half a K for my blog. The time i started it feels so long ago already, but with everything coming back to place it on the other hand gets scale again. Especially my love life went down and up in those nearly two years. And i am pretty sure it will stay going up and down for still quite a while. I hope my blog will stay alive in the next year, too. But if not there will be a new place for me. I still think i can get the full K with this blog before i get onto another side as my home.

Merry Christmas

Not if Amazon doesn't deliver like promised though. On the 20th i ordered something on Overnight-Express to be sure i will have it on Christmas, but the postal service kinda broke down in that winterchaos. For the birthday present it went similar though. I just had to print something, but my printer won't work for good, so i had to draw the present myself. All in all it went good though i guess. Like i thought i just got money and a few little things, nothing big, but the stuff i got still made me happy, because well i am already happy and at least i had the chance to celebrate christmas with Gogo. A worthy end for this year i think.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Skyscraperpage.com Maps

Skyscraperpage. com finally has a good working map system with a lot of highrise buildings in its archive. it was planned a long time before and aired finally. I like it a lot and for anyone interested in buildings its def. worth a look. ~

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Reminiscence

If its only a breath to my face or a hug, the style of doing this is exactly like i did nearly two years ago. It is not only cute, but gives me the idea of how the other side felt when i was like this. i grew, but my growth makes me afraid that now i'm just the other part of the symbiosis. I was very weak and naive back then and most importantly easily hurt. Now that i am on the other side of the bed i have to be careful that i will not be the one who hurts. I do not want to use my demonic heart and instinct.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

In kleinen Schritten ans Ziel

Das Spiel nimmt langsam erste Gestallt an und wird vermutlich sehr bald schon eine richtige Geschichte entwickeln. Ich habe noch mit einem Schriftproblem zu kämpfen und muss es schaffen ein Titelbild und Game Over screen zu erstellen ohne eine Fehlermeldung zu bekommen :D. Bis jetzt sind alle Dinge nur übernommen aus den Standart Texturen, doch werde ich vermutlich einiges ändern, wenn erstmal die grobe Anfangphase vorbei ist und man richtig ins arbeiten kommt.
and then i realised i could not run away from my past...

Friday, December 17, 2010

人人网

renren.com是中国的facebook.com。昨天我开始我的renren.com网页了。王文姣发明一个汉语的名字给我了。我不懂renren.com因为我的汉语不是好。我学汉语和不知道多生词。

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Die Story beginnt

So ich habe nun mein neues RPG Maker Spiel angefangen. Nach alter Tradition benutze ich RPGM 2000 natürlich und werde wieder viele Rätsel einbauen. Ich hoffe in den nächsten Tagen kann ich schon einiges an den generellen Einstellungen schaffen und Titelbild und Game Over screen erstellen. Die ersten Gegner und der erste Teleporter sollten dann auch kein Problem darstellen. Ich habe schon viele Ideen und jetzt muss nur eine gute Umsetzung folgen.
I think deep in my heart i not only like you, but love you, but in this matter i call chaos between my true feelings and my heart i cannot reach this feeling called "Love". I will give you a shovel and a key to find it for me and hope you will accept the quest to find this treasure.

Let's skip X-Mas

I'm not really getting a present anyway and if i stay at my mums house, my dad might be angry cause i promised him to be home and if i stay home my mum will be angry because it's the only free day for her. The best choice will be just going with friends out in the evening night, but then again there might be no friend who has time on that day anyway, so yeah let's skip it :D

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Klausurenphase vorbei, was jetzt?

Alle Halbjahresklausuren sind vorbei, dass bedeutet keine Deutsch und keine Englisch Klausuren mehr für mich und nurnoch meine 3 ersten Abitur Fächer schriftlich. Die nächsten Klausuren finden bereits unter Abiturbedingungen statt, dass bedeutet das am Besten schon viel dafür gelernt wird. Das Zimmer habe ich bereits bereit stehen. Ich muss nurnoch alle Dinge sammeln und am besten Bücher mit den Informationen nochmal gut gelistet mir besorgen und dann heißt es lernen was das Zeug hält. Aber die Ferien werden noch gechillt!

Eselsbrücken

Wenn man sich versucht ein Zeichen, eine Aussprache und eine Übersetzung merken will, liegt es nahe, dass man sich es auf eine Art Ableiten kann. Bei vielen Worten kann ich mir das Zeichen 10x angucken und werde nie auf die Übersetzung kommen, doch wenn ich mir von vorne herein etwas überlege wie ich es mir merken kann dann funktioniert es perfekt. Viele sind einfach zu merken wie 从 folgen, abgeleitet von 人 Mensch. Bei vielen muss man sich etwas überlegen. Als Beispiel 前. Das Zeichen steht für etwas vergangenes, ehemaliges (mit Tag heißt es Vorgestern usw.) Wenn man weiß das 月Monat ist also eine Zeitangabe und sich vorstellt dass die zwei Striche daneben einen Weg kennzeichnen ist es relativ einfach zu behalten, dass es sich um etwas zeitlich entferntes handelt. Bei der Aussprache sind ähnliche Tricks möglich zum Beispiel bei 定 (ding), da es so aussieht wie eine Maschine oder irgendein merkwürdiges Ding. Wenn man sich jetzt noch vorstellt dass es "fest" am Boden verankert ist. Oder schwer ist, hat man auch schon die Bedeutung sich gemerkt. 后 wird hou gesprochen und heißt dahinter. Es sieht so aus als Würde ein Kasten und ein Baum dort stehen, also stellen wir uns vor der Baum steht dahinter, damit wir die Bedeutung haben, der Kasten ist das Wort 口 kou (Mund) und klingt schon ähnlich wie hou. 向 hat auch einen "Mund" und dieser Befindet sich in einer 门 Tür. Es sieht zumindestens ähnlich aus. Und wenn du an einer Haustür klingelst und das siehst, dann spricht dir jemand "entgegen", was die Bedeutung sagt. Ähnlich bei 问. Hier ist es ein Mund und das Wort 们 was man auch an Worten anhängt um Plural anzugeben. Also wenn man mit anderen spricht kann man diese auch etwas "fragen". Solche Dinge helfen sehr stark beim Lernen von solchen Dingen und ich kann es nur weiter empfehlen für andere Bereiche. In Latein habe ich mir grundsätzlich ähnlich Dinge versucht zu merken :D

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Early New Years resolutions

  • Love:
In the year 2011 i want to find something new to cling to and to share my time with. I may have planted the first brick for this already, but only time will tell. I grew from the experiences earlier this year and may be more careful in the following
  • School:
I plan to finish my school with an averange of between 1.8 and 2.2. I try my best for the better scores and have an own room for the studying before the big exams. If i will study like i plan to i cannot tell, yet, but i think it is time to prove it for myself. Later the year i shall start university then.
  • Language:
I plan to improve my chinese skills further and further and probably will create a renren account within the next year and hopefully be able to read first easy texts or comics without pinyin. Obviously try to stay in contact with the people i know who can help me improve and maybe start writing letters in chinese to get used to it.
  • University:
Most likely i will move out when i go to university and i will need a laptop. I'm not yet sure if i will change completally from Desktop to Laptop or still will use both. For the study time i probably go the same way that worked for me for school since class 11. I learn in the weekdays and party on the weekend, although i may have to actually study more on weekdays and not only before exams.
  • My Blog:
My blog will probably survive the next year too and improve to whatever topics i may want it to improve to. I plan to write more in the blog then i did this year and hope i stay on that choice.

All in all i have an optimistic view on that year ~

A look back to last years resolutions:

What i managed to do:
  • Getting a cell
  • Improving my school grades
  • Meeting Claire again

What i did not manage to do:
  • Have my Blog updated as in 2009
  • Being able to speak to someone in Chinese and write good Blog entries, although i took a huge leap, but just started to late to really get into studying
  • Meeting the german saw fans again
  • Meeting Rachel
  • Staying a regular member on HOJ
  • regularry training

Monday, December 13, 2010

十二月的太阳

2010年十二月是好的。我在livemocha和她认识了。星期六我和她见面了,现在我们是很亲密的朋友。星期天我们去埃森了。我不知道我觉得什么。

Monday, December 6, 2010

TS-19 ~ The Walking Dead Season Finale

I just saw the season finale of the walking dead i have a few good thing and bad things to say about it.

Good Things:
- The flashback at the beginning was very nice and gave a lot of background to the characters
- The Story of the doctor was perfect and everything he did was just cool, sad he died, but it was great to make him die anyway
- killing off another character and that in a good way. Let's face it, the group is too big, it has to split or more people have to die.
- The Drama between Lori and Shane, i mean come on. Shane is cool, Rick is cool. Only Lori is the bitch, they shouldn't continue on that drama line.
- Everyone getting drunk as a comic relief before the big bang. I liked it.
- The message to Rick from the doc. Great chance for future usage.

Bad Things:
- Lori gets on my nerves seriously... and i do not think they will kill her off.
- Not showing characters of previous episodes. It's sad that they let all the stories open, especially the Redneck guy who cut his hand off.

All in All i just cannot wait for the next season.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Lasertag - Ein Guerillakrieg wie aus dem Buche

Letzte Nacht hat der dritte Weltkrieg begonnen. Ein Gefecht in einem Ort in Holland an der Grenze zu Deutschland wurden die ersten Gefechte der drei Weltmächte Blau, Orange und Rot ausgetragen. An der Seite von Rot habe ich mit den Elitesoldaten Jan und Christopher entscheidene Schleisen in die Gegnerischen Truppen schneiden können. In der letzten Schlacht der letzten Nacht hat sich jedoch das Blatt gewechselt und der ehemalige für uns Team Rot kämpfende Elitesoldat Jan hat die Seiten gewechselt. Es war ein herber Rückschlag für unser Team, aber die Schlacht mag vorbei sein, aber nicht der Krieg.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

ENDLICH

Ich habe heute meine hoffentlich letzte Deutschklausur in meiner Schullaufbahn geschrieben. Das merkwürdige bei der Klausur war, dass wir ein Buch davor besprochen haben und dieses war nur 1/6 relevant für die Klausur, der Rest war über Effi Briest. Ich hoffe einfach auf das beste und freue mich keine Klausuren mehr in Deutsch zu schreiben x).

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

冤冤相报何时了?

December

So it has begun. I may misunderstood what i've read, but i have the feeling it's true and it will happen what i am mostly afraid of. I know why i wanted last month to end the year and not have a december, but now it's futile, i just have to make it through. I just accept it and try to ignore what may happen in the next weeks. I'm sick of more rumors she may spread about me, but what can i do against it more than just roll my eyes. My good mood just got a huge lack, but why shall i let her destroy my mood, when i simply can think about the near future. Beginning next year i am out of the dilemma and maybe she can suck it up too.

Monday, November 29, 2010

The Walking Dead - Wildfire ~


Another huge step into the development of a story that is so epic that it might be the best drama series that is still developing. One episode before the final, a lot of fates stay unclear. We met a character arc of a father and son in the first episode that gets hinted at, but not yet shown. We have the group split, so there is another family that is yet to be told about. One of my favorite characters is left for dead in the woods, but Jim is not yet shown dead, so maybe he will return as a zombie at one point. And of course there is still that redneck, who cut his hand of in episode 3, but was not shown again, yet. The group came across a military base with exactly one person left, who is not only cool, but seems to be one great character too. I'm still on the dislike trip for some characters though, but they may involve with time or die, although i don't think that the protagonists wife has any chance to die. For everyone who has not seen the series, yet, you shall check it out it is awesome.
Possible, but unlikely spoilers: I've also read that in the comics Lori dies, by the main antagonist in the comic book series, but i have the feeling that they will not kill her off. If they will, i will cheer.

Ein Wintereinbruch zum Anfassen

Die weiße Hölle, die ganz unscheinbar uns heute überkam zeigt uns wie nahe wir uns doch ans Jahresende hinbewegen. Vielleicht hätte ich auch nicht nur T-Shirt und Jacke anziehen sollen, wobei auch die kaputten und undichten Schuhe wohl die schlechtere Wahl waren; Im Nachhinein betrachtet zumindestens. Noch ist der Schnee weiß und es wird wohl kaum Verkehrchaos bei dem bisschen Schnee geben, doch habe ich das Gefühl, dass dies erst der Anfang war. Objectiv betrachtet kann es mir eh egal sein, weil es mich kaum stören wird in nächster Zeit. Nun kann auch der Dezember kommen, in aller seiner Blüte, ich bin dafür gewappnet, auch wenn ich ihn dieses Jahr gerne überspringen würde. Der November ist gut zuende gegangen und gut gelaufen, warum kann das Jahr nicht einfach mit diesem Monat zu Ende sein. Das wäre doch etwas feines.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

The Walking Dead


So a new show aired about a month ago and 4 episodes are out already. Friday i started watching it and after the first 4 episodes i gotta admit, that the show is super cool! A funny fact about the show is that the wife of the main character is played by the same actress, who played Sara in prison break and once again i hate her character and want her to die :D The gore in the show ain't bad at all and the whole show makes a good homage to the old zombie flicks. The characters are lickable and there is a lot of potential for conflicts between some. I can imagine that the both redneck brothers team up soon and will trick the rest of the group in a way T-Bag did in Prison Break a lot. Today the new episode aires in america and i cannot wait to see it tomorrow already, badly there are only 6 episodes set in this season, but i think we got to see how it will turn out eventually.

A ghost from my past

A few weeks ago i never thought that she would ever put a foot on my doorstep again, but sometimes our lifes go strange ways. All in all i prefer having an old friend back over having an archenemy, but i ain't stupid and will stay cautious about what i do or say, so it won't be an error that i ended the cold war i performed since March of the past year.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

I have celebrity look alikes it seems

<--- Jesse Eisenberg, do i look like him? o_O Well i dunno but

Half a year ago my girlfriend of that time told me i look like the guy in Zombieland, i saw it and thought nah okay maybe a bit. Today a girl from my school called me Mark Zuckerberg and yeah he was played by the same actor in "the social network". If that isn't funny enough, there still goes the Vettel thing, where on that one party i got called Vettel by that one guy :D.
Well it was funny, but damn i wish i was as rich as those guys.^^

Toc-Toc's Blog

~ Now with new banner and banned in china ~

and the posts in general are a bit wider, isn't that amazing?

So in less than a month is Christmas i heard

And i have nothing good to think about, yet. My ex girlfriend will be back in germany by that time, wow that will be so exciting and amazing -.- ...not. If i may have a christmas wish this year, it is that she stays home, it would be very apprechiated. On a happy note my fathers girlfriend might move in soon though and Christmas won't be that early when she is here anyway, although i do not know yet what i can get my family for christmas, well how could i when i don't even want something for myself this year. Well there is still a month and maybe it will be a happy christmas again as last year was ~ But then again i do not care, because 7 days later will be amazing x)

Also this time of the year is the time i start hearing Wintersun on a daily base again until Christmas is over. I do it since i got that album some years ago and hearing it once a year brings cool memories ~

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Die innere Uhr ist wohl doch die Sicherste

Um 8 Uhr, also 10 Minuten nachdem mein Wecker eigentlich hätte klingeln sollen, bin ich aufgewacht mit dem Gedanken "du hast verschlafen". Ich gucke auf den Wecker, der mir 11:10 anzeigt und war mir sicher ich habe die Hälfte meiner LK-Klausur bereits verpasst. In Gedanken ob ich zur Schule rennen soll und die Zeit nutzen die mir noch bleibt oder zum Arzt gehen um mir ein Attest zu holen, habe ich mich in Windeseile fertiggemacht und renne nurnoch in mein Zimmer um mir mein Handy in die Tasche zu stecken und um meinen Rucksack zu packen, bevor ich zur Schule renne. Als ich mein Handy in die Hand nehme und nochmal auf den Knopf drücke um mich von der Zeit zu überzeugen wurde mir klar, dass all die Sorgen glücklicherweise umsonst waren. Wie die Klausur gelaufen ist wird sich jedoch noch rausstellen, Ich befürschte nichts sehr Gutes angesichts der Tatsache, dass ich mit vielen Aufgabenstellungen nicht viel anfangen konnte.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

As far as i know, insomnia's a bitch

Friday, November 5, 2010

My Blog is now completally in english. I may still post in german or chinese some time, but the date, time and all the stuff is now in english.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

That was a mindfuck

when i joined an hoj chat with a cam and the cam didnt show my face, but only my feet... that's the problem of having two webcams on your pc without knowing that two webcams are actually connected. x)

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Saw III traps reused in Saw VII

obvious Saw 7 spoilers here!

So Saw III featured in a teaser poster art thing, the original script and what they actually did Troy in three different way to die. I remember a poster with Troy's teeth pulled out. Actually there were exactly 3 teeth hanging on another poster and what did we see in Saw VII? Exactly, someone pulling out his teeth. There is another conceptual art picture with Troy hanging down on hooks (the one i posted belongs to "The Traps of Saw III"). He had to rescue himself from those hooks, but it was changed, because it would have been impossible for him to rescue himself. Bobby Dagen's trap he wrote about has also hooks, the last trap he has to go though is kind of similar. And the last thing is the actual Troy-trap, which was similar used in the Car trap, where one victim i can't remember the name of right now is torn apart with chains in his body by the car driving off and ripping the chains out.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Saw VII Reviews

WITHOUT MAJOR SPOILERS AKA THINGS YOU SAW IN TRAILERS BEFORE ARE MENTIONED:
Ok all in all it's a lot different then what i heard i heard spoilers that were not really true at all. I was pretty afraid of the movie, but it turned out great for several reasons i cannot state without giving things away. The public trap was in fact not that great and it is kinda sad that there were no flashbacks of the other survivors, which was kinda sad. John was not really in the movie, he could have made the movie perfect if there were more flashbacks of him, but sadly there wasn't. The traps were awesome, but felt rushed kinda and yeah they were huge, but i think it was alright. Bobby's storyline felt kinda awkward, because there were no real flashbacks explaining stuff and the other victims felt random, but i have to admit i felt sorry for Bobby, that was made great i liked his character a lot and while watching the traps my heart was bumping and i hoped for some victims to survive and when a person died or survived it always got me. I heard a lot of spoilers pointing out the bad things and i had such a low expectation that it didnt seem bad at all. The cops were all over the place and it felt kinda strange them running around like lemmings, but still it was good. Although i have to admit its a saw film so after seeing the movie 5 or 10 times my views on it can change. If they make a directors cut with more John stuff and longer traps this movie will be a lot better. But even without it is not really bad either. Another thing is there was not really a twist, but the ending still was shocking i think.

SPOILER REVIEW:
Ok if you have not seen the movie, please do not read further unless you are not a saw fan anyways and just read this for fun, but reading this will ruin a lot of movie experience.

Ok the movie starts with Dr.G crawling out the bathroom, that scene was kinda cool. The public trap wasn't really good, but not that bad either, like a standard opening trap it felt like. In my crappy version the gore looked stupid though. Jill's trap... i'm still angry about it, one thing that was spoiled for me was that it was her nightmare and it made me angry before watching the movie, because a trap feels so random, it was only there for the sake of gore and for the sake of showing it. While watching the movie it grew on me though, because it made clear why Jill was such a crybaby in the movie. Her character arc made a 180 degree turn from that point. In Saw V mysterious to Saw VI becomming kickass to Saw VII being the total victim. On the other side Hoffman showed us what kickass character he is. The whole thing with him getting to Jill Tuck was epic and his way of killing her was great too. Some people think this movie is not a real saw movie because the trap seemed so random and so many people died, just for Hoffman to get what he wants, but i think that is exactly what Saw VI lead us to. It would have been cooler if Hoffman got shot by the police on the way outside the station, because it seemed knda dumb that no police man thought about going to that police station and looking whats wrong. Instead showing the survivors get him was great though. They made clear that all the survivors learned from the traps and in seeing Hoffman as just a murderer they REALLY completed John's legacy. The survivors get Hoffman and make him suffer for what he has done. It was not only Gordon. Gordon is not an apprentice either, they will most likely not test anyone, they are happy they got the opportunity to change there life, so did Gordon, and locking Hoffman up ends the series. BTW bringing the bathroom back was the best thing in the whole film. I wanted it for so many years now it was great to see Dr. Gordon's rotted foot. I think seeing the bathroom would have been kinda twist like for me if it wasnt spoiled ONE freaking day before i finally saw it :( i really hope you guys didn't got the bathroom spoiled. Dr.G helping wasnt a big spoiler though and i was happy i got it spoiled, cause i was so afraid they make him an apprentice, but in the end it seemed more like a little helper for me and more of a symbol for the survivor group. The traps in all were great i will rate them here now:
Public Trap: 4/10. The idea wasn't too bad and it kinda shows the concept of Saw VII, which is publicity in a way.
Jill's Trap: 6/10 (9/10 if it was real)
Garage Trap: 8/10. This was one epic trap, sadly it was too short, they could have made a lot more of it.
Lawnmowertrap: 7/10. The thing is that we saw nothing, it's left to our imagination i kinda liked that, i still hope they expend it in the director's cut though
1. The Hanging Cage: 6/10. nice easy concept. Only Bobby alone and no random victim.
2. The Dentist Chair: 6/10. Nice trap, not outstanding but was nice.
3. The Wheel: 8/10. I am not sure why but it made me feel for the victim i was sitting here and it was one hell of a time because i really thought this time the victim could survive, in the end it was at least a nice death scene. Sadly i understood one scene first the wrong way. When the police arrived at the scene the hear Bobby scream and i thought this victim was still alive and not that they reacted to Bobby.
4. Pulling teeth: 5/10 Not really a trap, but kinda nice scene, although it was random
5. The Blindfolded: 4/10 I didnt like this trap really much.
6. Bobby's Final Test: 9/10 This trap was awesome. It is sad that Joyce died, but it is so ironic that he had to test himself in his own test and he was so kept in that thought that he didn't consider trying to get up another wayinstead of putting the hooks inside his muscles. And at the end he failed his test, which was kinda sad, because i would have liked to see a happy end for him and Joyce.
Reverse Bear Trap: 9/10 Yeah we all wanted to see him, it's kinda random they used it in VI and VII now, but still it was great, because now every apprentice was in that trap, although of course there is a difference, Jill was just executed and i think she was so afraid that she lost her survival instinct, too.

Friday, October 22, 2010

Burj Khalifa be prepared

So the news are not new that there are proposals for buildings that will be taller then burj khalifa, but in 3 weeks one of them is actually set into motion and will be constructed for real and not stay a vision. That Tower will be Kingdom Tower located in Jeddah. Saudi Arabia is stunning the world with its major project in Mecca already, where the most massive skyscraper is constructed. Now only about 60kms away there will rise this major building which is set to be over 1000m high. Some sources even say 1600m. The final design is yet to be announced, or at least i have not heard that this will stay the final design. This would become the first building over 250m in the city and overtower most likely everything around. The picture and the news are from skyscrapercity.com a forum i use to stay a lot. More details will come in the next weeks.

So where can we go from here?

MASSIVE SAW VII SPOILERS AHEAD

The Jill gets torn apart clip made me think of several things. They wouldn't show it if it's the last scene of the movie. Also Betsy had not that much time on set if im not mistaken. We thought Hoffman against Jill may be the general topic of the movie, but there we have Dr. G. Lawrence and Hoffman are no friends is what they said, so the story may begin with Hoffman getting his revenge on Jill in like the first 30 minutes of the movie and continue with Lawrence against him. It actually makes sense. also they said they had the idea to make two movies instead of this one. That means the general story could have been like Saw V and Saw VI. In V it's all about Strahm and Hoffman, VII would have been Jill against Hoffman but they made the story shorter and the original end with the death of Jill comes earlier and is no twist at all more a start for the actual story. Like that it doesnt need to be a dream sequence or anything it is just what happens. Remember when we thought Saw IV would be all about Jeff's new game? The Saw Crew surprised us with something epic and thats what happened again. I still hope Jigsaw will have a plan for Hoffman so he won't come to far though, cause yeah he has to die.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Soon :)

星期六二零一零年十月三十号,我去看《奪魂鋸3D》。我对这部电影很感兴趣!我很喜欢《恐懼鬥室》和它的继续。星期五我去伦敦坐巴士。我和朋友见面。我们星期六晚上一起去电影院。星期一我中午回家和星期二我去学校。

correction by Sebastian
星期六,二零一零年十月三十号,我【将】去看《奪魂鋸3D》。我对这部电影很感兴趣!我很喜欢《恐懼鬥室》和它的【续集】。星期五我坐巴士【去伦敦】。我【会】和朋友见面。我们星期六晚上一起去电影院。【我】星期一中午回家,【然后】星期二我去学校。

Monday, October 11, 2010

Saw Chronology-Cuts

Ok now i have two fan-edits for the chronologycut for Saw. One is complete with the first 6 movies and one is yet only the beginning till the end of Saw I. In this post i will compare the two Cuts in style and scenes they used. To compare the versions, I will only use the first 2 dvds from JB, since they also end with the last bathroom scene.

The Jigsaw Files: 1 DVD - 140 minutes
JB's Cut (first 2 parts): 2 DVDs - 150 minutes

Both movies have a DVD title screen and different scene selections.

The Intro
JB: JB's Cut starts with the lionsgate and twisted pictures titles followed by the producer notes and directors. First screen is from Saw I, then II, then III (so not every single screen, but one from each movie). After that we see all title screens and then the real movie starts. (01:48)
First Scenes: JB starts with flashes of Hoffman and his sister, Jill Tuck in the park, Hoffman at the crime scene of his sister, Rigg's backstory at the school followed by the death of Dylan. After that we see the scene of John meeting William at the party without interruption as it is in the TJF version. (05:51)

TJF: The movie starts with a 3 second long scene, where adam is kidnapped. Then we see producer notes, but not from the original movie, but from the Fan Edited website. those two scenes are also outside the movie in VLC, those 23 seconds i will not count in this notes for easier finding in the movie itself. After the notes we see a biblic quote (Matthew 16:25) to introduce the movie. then we see different producer notes, this time with fitting melody and a nice saw style to it. between the notes we see several scenes:
Bobby falling of the table, John sitting desperately in a chair, John lifting Bobby up, John meeting William on the party (with little flashs of John in his lair, mostly to fit the audio). After that scene we see the title screen "The Jigsaw Files"

After John met William
JB: John and Jill meet at house he bought with the clock, when John lifts up Bobby it flashes to William meeting Harold, who puts his complaint on the table. (07:58) Now it starts where TJF start now too: in the Clinic with Cecil getting aggressive. It follows the whole story with Jill losing Gideon. (12:38)
TJF: After Cecil got aggressive we get to see the clock scene in Jigsaw's lair, both chronological orders seem logical for me although they differ in the two versions. After Bobby is shown it continues with Jill's story, but it is shortened a bit. (ex. Cecil and Amanda in the car) The Cherish your Life scene becomes a flashback when John is in the hospital. (o7:08)

After Gideon died
Both Versions continue with Art Blank meeting up with John and Jill (14:21/08:50) and both versions follow with John in the hospital (changes in sound (see note) and style) and then meeting with William talking about his cancer followed by John driving his car off the cliff. (note: The JB version features John's voice like in the flashbacks for a better understanding and TJF version features music for a better athmosphere). Both version continue with Cecil being captured and tested. (24:39/18:50)
Now comes a major difference: TJF adds Rigg in the school, which was featured in JB right in the beginning. This scene might be worth a later discussion. (20:38)
After that scene it continues the same as JB's version again. Jill meets John in his lair and she finds the pictures of cecil and the glass coffin. After that we have the pendulum scene in both versions with everything connected to that scene (Hoffman investigating, getting captured by Jigsaw, Shotgunchair) No major differences. (42:26/36:56)

Hoffman is recruited
Both versions continue in the storyline with Paul being tested, Mark being tested and Amanda being tested. The major difference is that JB first showed every trap and then the police investigation and TJF show the traps still as flashbacks. TJF also show Amanda and Cecil driving in the car as a blurry flashback that Amanda has while she is getting high. JB stays in the chronological order and TJF orientates on the chronological order but makes differences to make it story fitting. Amanda meets Jigsaw and is recruited at (59:51/54:56)

Amanda is recruited
Tapp and Sing find the location and the scene with the drill chair and the shotgun chair happens. No major differences (1:10:08/1:04:52).
Now again a major difference: TJF feature the "rockstar scene", which is not featured in JB's cut since it's a deleted scene. It is followed by another major difference. JB shows Tapp in his lair and TJF shows Gordon saying good night to his daughter. Since Adam took pictures of Gordon leaving the house, i think its reasonable that Tapp was in the house in fact before Zep started kidnapping. JB also features the scene with Amanda and John ("every cell in your body") before Diana wakes up. (1:11:52/1:05:58)
The story follows in both versions with the kidnap scenes. the cell in your body scene is in TJF right before Adam gets kidnapped. After the kidnap scenes the bathroom scene from Saw III ends at (1:30:52 (end DVD I)/ 1:23:12)

The Bathroom
Now both versions continue with the bathroom. The first flashback when Gordon starts telling the story was cut out in both versions at (15:24/1:36:50).
The first major difference is when Adam finds the note and the picture of Diana and Alison. TJF show how Zep treats them right afterwards and shows Tapp looking at him out of the window. The storyline of the bathroom has no major differences afterwards and is similar to the original movie. In the end of the movie both versions leave the flashbacks in with the key in the bathtub and with the victim flashes. the Jigsaw files adds flashbacks from the other saw movies into the fast process that were seen before too. John closes the door at (54:35/2:17:33).

The End
TJF show right with the screaming the credits. A few kind words and producer notes as credits with the actors, writers etc. After a coming soon screen we see Amanda entering the bathroom killing Adam ending with a screen "The Jigsaw Files II"
JB's second DVD doesn't end at the door closing part. It features Amanda's dream and then her killing Adam and stops then without credits since they are featured at the very end of all dvds.

And What version shall I watch now?
Both versions are highly recommended for different reasons.

JB's version has every single scene in the movie at the right place with a great edited style. For fans a must since it shws the timeline perfectly. TJF are different. They are oriented on the timeline, but leave parts out to make it look like a movie and not just like a timeline. TJF may be more rewatchable, but not as accurate. And vice versa for JB's version. If i had to rate both version, both would get an A with 10 million stars, because it is just awesome. I really hope when Saw VII comes out that both versions will get an update to be completed.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

So Saw VII

Yeah the last one in the franchise is going to come and after trailers and so much information i am positive that it will be a great way to end the series. Like Rotti Largo this series will go out in a bang. More deaths, more traps. They really should have gave it a similar length to Saw III though. And i hope in all this massacre when it's going down that it still stays true to the story and doesnt overrate its traps and has not much more to it. I still need to find the best way to get to London for the opening weekend so i can see it for premiere for the first time, since its the last one in the series.

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Afterthoughts 二

It was my first relationship over a long time aka over 3.5 months and with a real intimate life. I don't regret what i did, i dont even regret having a long range relationship, actually it is awesome aslong you can trust the other one and you dont have the feeling to visit the other one every day. a bit of distance isnt bad at all. But when you feel like the other person is using the space they have to betray you then the fun is over. i never had a proof and i never can be asured what exactly happened, but trust cant be just wished back out of nowhere so i will cope with what i think, what happened. I'm not even angry at her or myself, like it happened it just happened. i don't even regret paying the money for this long trip, because in the end everything happened gave me experiences in relationships and in trust, although i fall for this false trust again. Every journey needs to have an end and it's time to let go, so i can just cope with it and surely will find someone else where maybe this new experience will help at the end.

Afterthoughts

Its already a few weeks ago and i think its time to not only try to forget about some things but to face them. I was over 5 weeks in asia and i experienced so much i did never experience before in that amount of time. i learnd that a lot of things she does, she did because of her culture and not because she was unfriendly which i thought in germany when she did it. On another note i was considered to be unfriendly there because I was not used to there habits, like she wasnt to germany's. One thing i experienced was that "everyone in asia smileys always" is a lie, also it is a lie that its unfriendly to eat everything from your plate, but people always put things on your plate. things are cheap in singapore and for litte things you may get a huge punishment (ex. 1000 dollars for driving bicycle on some walkways), but i felt its more words then actually things done by the police. its a tourist magnet, shirts with such stuff but nothing more. In singapore you have a high reputation as a european, especially as a german, often you are looked at when you are the only caucasian, specially children look at you because its something new for them but otherwise you are really welcome. Also people try to be friendly and try to speak english with you, not like in germany where every shop is angry when you dont speak german. People in singapore seem to be more direct, whether they want to help you in translation things or are angry at you and tell you that. Its kind of strange in the beginning when people tell you thatthey feel like you are unfriendly, but you get used to it and apprechiate critism, thats mostly because of cultural differences anyway. the weather is overkill though. most of the people never saw snow before and have only one season. 25 degrees may seems ok, but with 90 percent humidity its really nervwrecking. i still have the feeling that when i was sweating that much was one of the reasons she left me from the beginning, but i may be wrong. One day at the waterpark i was completally white because of sunlotion twice and still got my second sunburn there. i am just not made for the tropical climate i think. Maybe Agbar wasnt either, which is why he committed suicide in my coke. its really sad that my chinese has no improvement here and noone has interest in me learning it anymore, because there i learnd alot and i really wish i could improve it for my future.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Saw VII Char-Info

Characters back:
Gordon - "meh", but in interview they said Gordon with foot, so maybe just flashbacks. and in present time just as a corpse. damn i start being afraid :(
Seth - awesome, i would love some flashbacks :)
Mallick - maybe just his corpse?

Not Back:
Brit (confirmed survive though) - its nice to see that we get the information what happened to her
Tara - too bad they won't show what happened after the Zoo-Massacre
Brent
Daniel - not needed to be back anyway
Rigg - same
Tapp - same
Amanda - I'm happy that she is not back :X
Pamela - It's kinda sad, cause all the three chars are still alive down there
Jeff Ridenhour - not needed
Other Information:
"Garage Trap" involving cars = The horsepower trap talked about
A lot of movement in the timeline :)

Friday, July 9, 2010

The Traps Come Alive My Ass...
The title is disgusting... to me.
Jesus Peter...

Sunday, July 4, 2010

First pics from the Saw VII set

found on Kevin's Blog

the first pic shows the camera team in a room probably made for a series of tests.

the third pic may show a trap device on the lower right side of the screen and maybe the horsepower trap in the background.

the fourth pic has again this black thing on the right, which probably is from the company William F. White: William F. White International provides state-of-the-art lighting, grip, camera support, and related production equipment to the film, television and theatrical industries. Our challenge and our goal is to keep abreast of the ever changing and demanding requirements of the innovative professionals who use our services. As our mission statement states: "Our Business Is Relationships Founded On Integrity, Trust, Quality Of Service And Mutual Reward Through Team Commitment And Dedication".

it's hard to see whats on the camera screen on this pic

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Saw VII is rated

Picture
Saw VII (SAW7)

Rated R

For sequences of grisly bloody violence and torture, and language. [Theaters 10/22/10]





/from MPAA

good thing that they call it Saw VII there

Friday, June 25, 2010

two bottles of coke in my freezer...

good or bad idea?

Friday, June 18, 2010

biggest and highest clock


Finally i found a newer picture from the construction side. And soon this monster will be ticking :D

- picture from skyscrapercity.com

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Bacon Turtle

We made the Bacon Turtles today, but had to change a few details. The turtle was no turtle in the end, but only my variation had sausages inside. The whole thing tasted awesome though. The sauce was only ketchup, tabasco, chillies and whiskey and was one of the best one-minute-made-sauces i have had :P

wow actually it was a lot better then it looks like, cause it looks not good at all but was damn awesome

Monday, June 14, 2010

I start doubting he trusts me anymore

So my father doesn't tell me when he has vacation and that he wants to make holidays for a week, because he doesn't like when i'm planning parties. The bad thing is i was planning something else for when he is away, but couldn't really plan, cause he doesn't tell me anymore. A circle that leads to the thing that i have to be spontanous again. But now it shall work out and on wednesday i can finally make the Bacon Turtle :)

Thursday, June 10, 2010

I searched this game for a long time


I had it a few years ago and loved it, but then i forgot the name of the game. Today finally found it again :) let's see how many weapons i find :) a few hidden places i still know i think.

Monday, June 7, 2010

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Friday, June 4, 2010

Light Tower vs. Shanghai Tower












/left: Light Tower (640m) is proposed and probably will be finished by 2015 in Seoul, South Korea.

/right: The Shanghai Tower (632m) is already under construction and probably topped out by 2014 in Shanghai, China.

Those two are the highest buildings in the near future. They will not surpass the Burj Khalifa in Dubai, but still are giant projects. I like both projects, although the design of the Shanghai Tower could have been better for me. Which one do you guys like better? Hope for some comments :).

you can shine no matter what you're made of


- "Robots"

Friday, May 28, 2010

Fifth Month

So We're in the middle of a long wait. A wait to see each other again. The tickets are bought, the dates are made. The longest time we ever had. The first time for me to enter a plane. We have 5 weeks to make the stuff we want to do. You can show me everything and probably we are every night at another place until we find a nice place where we can go more often to. I can not wait for long walks on the beach and neither for McDelivery =X. We will make a giant sandcastle and ride the biggest ferris wheel x). On our program is also Universial Studios, Zoo and the National's Day celebration. And then we go to KL for a short trip. I don't know what else is planned, but i think there is so much to do that we won't get bored anyways even if its only going around. I hope your family likes me and maybe we can make something to eat or go out with your family too. Same with your friends, probably i won't understand anything, but still hope that you can teach me singlish and chinese and stuff and maybe we will have a nice round with your friends somewhere where we can talk about cultural differences and funny things :). Maybe other days going to the theater, making BBQ or watching DVDs. For my birthday i still have no idea what is planned, but i'm sure we can think about something cool, or maybe you have an idea or plan for it already x) Or Maybe that day we have the house near beach with jakuzzi :). I think it's cool that nearly everything can be done late though. With Night-Markets and Mac-Delivery our day rhythm will probably be fucked up all days exept those we have to get up early like for theme park or zoo. Plans are the one thing, but the other thing is holding you finally again and being with you again. Fighting loneliness and ending those months of suffering. For Instance its the next step, 'till now it was only you who saw how i live and never vice versa. Now i will meet your family and your friends and it's another new adventure for us both.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

As OP / WTC + Willis Tower

As OP i have a few new moves which make it easier to build walls, at least faster. Still did it without flying. Badly i did an error on the Sears/Willis Tower. and made one side one block too long, which shouldnt be too obvious on a 100+ block high building. I used 1 block for every 5 meters.






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