Fourth Month

a third year;
a sixth of my current lifetime;
a time to remember;

So we had it all. Love, Hate and a sidekick that made her puke. It was a month of being close, full of emotions, but also full of fun time. We went to Comix and to my grandmother. We were in Amsterdam and in Düsseldorf. The month was full of memories and events that i don't know what to say about it. Mostly i enjoyed the calmer moments with us though. Just lying in bed watching tv. Playing game, going out for dinner, bathing and swimming together. And you forgot to bring a towel x). At least my finger stops hurting now, Blanket would never bite me though, he was much nicer than that big one. I didnt like the fact that you left though, it felt like my Atlantis was sinking, but i know that you miss me as much, or maybe you only miss the big gaming screen and the nice theme parks or even the Coffee Shops. Maybe we should go back to Best next time and sit in a traffic jam near Michael Jackson. You say you will come back maybe in december already which might be a good idea, because if there is snow and I lose your specs while throwing metallic balls around we might find it again. What i found was only a colored egg and a sock.

Now i have to hurry to get a passport and get everything prepared to find a flight and stuff to arrive in summer. I will come with nearly no clothes, so i can fill my bag there. What i need most is a hat and sunblocker! And then i hope we go out when the sun isnt that high up in the sky every day. It still will be hot, but i like to stay pale and well, i love the moon! more than the sun. And for the stuff we need to be at early like universal studios i will just cluster myself in sunblocker. I hope we find a way to sleep in the same room and bed though without the need of a hotel, but we will see.

I love you ~

Easter with Bear I

So there she lies like an angel in my bed. This morning I tidied my room a bit up and prepared the presents and stuff. Then i had to get ready and drove to the airport. Claire was really tired and we only bought the bacon and other things to eat after we presented each other the presents. Then Claire went to bed for a few hours so she is not that tired anymore and we can finally make the bacon cheese roll :)

Third Month

Happy Birthday

Three Months;
And finally we will see each other again.
So now it's the time. This entry is not about past nor future. This post is about the moment the very next day, when we finally meet each other again. In less than two hours you will sit in the plane already to finally see me again. Today is not only the day you jump into the plane, but also it's your birthday and the third month we are a couple now.In about 20 hours i am finally able to hug you again, to kiss you, to laugh with you, to cry with you, to be with you. You finally have someone on your side again, who cares about you and who loves you. Lately you are having a hard time and I hope this weeks will make you forget about it and you can simply enjoy it without falling back into depression again.

Tomorrow, when i get you I can't drive to late, because the parking lots are pretty expensive and I hope that i may only have to pay one hour then on the other side I have to be careful to not come into a traffic jam. After that we can go into the DD-City to buy bacon, gloves, swimming cloth for me, fries, salmon and other stuff we still need and at home we will make a cheese stuffed bacon roll with fries :). I will present you your presents most likely before eating though :), but most of the presents you know already anyways :D.

One thing i hope is that the weather gets a bit better, because raining wouldn't help us stick to our plan on a few things and could make things difficult. I hope it gets up to 20 degrees again so you wont freeze outside either, especially for Amsterdam the weather should be nice.

We are getting so often in arguments, which made the whole situation difficult in the last weeks and months and i really hope we will find a way to prevent those situations. Maybe it will be easier when we finally see each other again and when we find solutions instead of screaming at each other when something went not like it was supposed to or like we have imagined it. In about one hour your plane starts now and then you have a long and exhausting trip infront of you. I hope you are able to sleep a lot while flying and everything goes well on your stop. I hope you wont be too tired when you are here though, but well when you are we can simply skip DD and go immediatly home for presents and then make something to eat so you can go to bed early :).

Yesterday i already coulnt really sleep, the anticipating is kind of killing me and i hope in the hype i don't forget something important.

I really wish this weeks to be special and i hope we will have even better memories than of the christmas vacation. I really wish for a great time. Well, i wish for it although i know that we in fact WILL have a great time. I love you!