我爱她

我的女朋友叫吴萃霞，她是我的爱人和"小Wölkchen"。她是新加坡人，也喜欢德国。她十九岁，她今年是她的生日。她又一个哥哥和姐姐。我不认识他，和我看他。我认识吴的姐姐。我宝贝很漂亮和可爱。我爱她。

that's what i wrote

and this is the corrected version of Claire:
我的女朋友叫吴萃霞，她是我的女朋友和"小Wölkchen"。她是新加坡人，她也喜欢德国。她今年二十岁，她三月过生日.她有一个哥哥和姐姐。我不认识他，可是我看过他。我认识萃霞的姐姐。我的宝贝很漂亮和可爱。我爱她。

*Claire Hacked*

RAWR!!

Answer your skype call!!

Glaubt es oder nicht!

Ich habe wieder Licht in meinem Badezimmer!

2010 To Do List January

Ok at the end of January it looks like this:

• My Blog: 372/750 (49,6%) - looks hard to beat
  
• Studying Chinese: 2/15 (13,3%) - i could do it
  
• Finding someone german to trust: 0/1 - looks hard to beat
  
• Cellphone: 0/1 - seems probable
• No bad school grade: 1/2 (50%) - seems probable
• See Claire Again: 0/1 - seems probable
  
• Meet Rachel: 0/1 - looks hard to beat
• Saw-Fan Meeting: 0/1 - i could do it
• Regulary HoJ Member: 33797/40000 (84,5%) - i could do it
• Regulary training: 0/60 - looks hard to beat

Ok in January i didnt manage to do a lot of those things, but meeting Claire is already planned :) and probably i will beat my goal to see her again twice. The Saw-Fan Meeting could be in April.

the original post can be found here

Mein Halbjahreszeugnis ist nun da.

Ohne die LK Fächer doppelt zu zählen wäre ich bei 104 Punkten und somit bei einer guten 2- im Durchschnitt. Oder auch bei ~2.2. Mein < 2.0 Ziel wurde also dieses Mal nicht erreicht, aber da ich Religion nun schriftlich abgewählt habe, hoffe ich auf ein perfektes Sommerzeugnis x)

First Month

Good Things Are Meant To Wait
-Claire

One Month;
And hopefully there are dozens more to come. Babe, your problems seem to come back and the past seems to catch you, but this time it'll be different. i can't be with you as in the same place, but i will be there for you and i hope we both can go through every problem that will come. I love you and although you may not feel well at all, think about our anniversary and everything we have gone through together. We live in a problematic world and the distance doesn't make it easier, but when we work together on this, the sun shall be shining again. I will be there for you in this hard time as you were when i was down.

But let us forget about the thing happened for a moment and go back and remember some moments in the time we had:
I first met you on HoJ. You created a tattoo thread and we were discussing about that and then about Kuala Lumpur and at one point i added you on MSN. We became friends, good friends. I remember New Years Eve 2008/2009 when you were in the zoo the day after =). And that was the beginning of a close friendship.


Last year on your birthday i decided to start learning chinese, because you did the same with german and you asked me too =). I kind of lost the rhythm in learning and am still not really better than telling you a few sentences D= but i started studying again, because i just need to be better when you come again xP. I still remember that day though, it was Earth Hour (btw reminder: Earth Hour 2010 is on the 27th March at 20:30) and i was at a friends' house. Haha, some people thought it was stupid that i started learning and others thought it was interesting. I raised my glass on you, because of your birthday and you already felt like one of my best friends. In two months your birthday comes again, but this time i can hold you in my hands and when i think about it i already feel my heart beating. The blog entry i wrote for her is still visible here and it is cool to read it, because now you actually are more than a friend, although i never meant it that way when i wrote it nearly a year ago and i have finally met you. =) That time you helped me through one of the hardest times in my life and i am really glad to had you in that Situation and to have you now.
in July we had the first thoughts about December or April and thought how it could work out, which in fact at the end was perfect =) Around the same time you showed me a few chinese bands, which made me love FIR and later SHE although you pretty much hate them xP.
In December finally you managed to visit me after your trip to the States. And this week was so full of emotions and events i don't know where to start telling. When you were here we did so much and i forgot most things out of the awesomeness of them. One week packed with things normally happening in one year =). To remember what we did i wrote 8 blog entries that tell what happened, but not always what feelings were involved. The moments that are stuck mostly in my head are, when i first met you, when i kissed you the first time, when you were playing with my hair and made the photo i don't like xP, when we were in Amsterdam and the day you left.
Now that you are back in Spore, you left a cube where you were. The moment you stepped into the plane i knew i wouldn't see you again that soon and i started missing you. I think about you every day and not only when we are talking over Skype, but also when i am in school or watch TV, because something is missing. And i know that this something is someone and that someone is you. On the other side i have to admit that i like missing you. Because i know that i'm not only thinking about you, but you may thinking about me too. And missing you is better then missing noone. I wish i could be with you, but the distance won't let us. Aslong as i am in your heart i could care less though, because i love you more than i hate the distance that keeps us away from hugging each other.
Wölkchen, now it is one month and i feel like i know you forever and love you forever. There are more months to follow and in two months we will hopefully see each other again. I love you.

I am so pissed

This Shit is just fail. How can Lionsgate fuck everything up like that. I'm so angry and ranting everywhere on this thing. I actually liked Hackl in V and that they fire him because of stress with another company is just bullshit and stupid in my eyes. I don't see how they can make stupid dicissions at least for the fans. If they care about the series they shouldn't send someone 2 weeks before shooting in, how is he going to read the script and how is he going to like what he does at all? This is a worse step than not advertising VI.

SAW3D / PA2 .....Oy...

-James Wan

i hate to say it but...

• ...i love to miss you.
• I love to have something to wait for other than a new Saw movie.
• I love to have something to look forward to and slowly see coming reality.
• I love seeing my own anticipating in having my girl back in my arms for a hug.

• I love this torture, because i know it will be worth it when the time comes.
• I love this dreaming of you and what will happen when you come.
• I love thinking of you and your smile.

• I love to fear that something could go wrong, because it shows me how much i really love you.
• I love to fear that you won't like my birthday present, because it makes me prepare it, so it won't happen.

• I just love to love you.

"Thank You for Helping Us Help You Help Us All"

-GlaDOS

Caleb & Juliet

Ok ich versuche die Geschichte zu verstehen, aber in Internet Foren sind ja alleine schon dutzende Seiten mit Theorien. Aber fangen wir am Anfang der Geschichte an. In Caleb wird die Kindheit erzählt. Eine Theorie, die ich für sinnvoll halte beinhalten, dass sein Vater ihn töten möchte, aber seine Mutter ihn rettet und dem Vater glauben lässt er sei tot. Ich vermute der Vater hat ihn betrunken zusammengeschlagen und liegen lassen und die Mutter hat ihn dann mit dieser Lüge gerettet. Die Mutter liebt Caleb trotzdem nicht wie es sein sollte, da er immer mehr wie sein Vater wird und ihn schließlich irgendwann ermordet. Dabei bin ich mir aber auch nicht sicher. War nur eine sinnvolle Theorie. Später lernt er Juliet kennen, sie verlässt ihn und sucht sich eine neue Addresse und alles, aber Caleb findet sie. Er ist ein Stalker und schafft es eines Tages zu ihr zu kommen als sie alleine zuhause ist. Er möchte sie wie in Romeo und Julia vergiften und sich dabei selbst auch das Leben nehmen. Juliet schafft es aber ihn rein zu legen. Vielleicht i-wie estwas anderes geschluckt oder nur so getan. Caleb stirbt dann schließlich. Diese 4 Lieder gehören auf jedenfall zusammen, hat die Band selber bestätigt, da gibt es aber noch viele andere Lieder die passen könnten. Shy und Letter to Dana wurden zum Beispiel auf die Zeit vor Juliet von Fans eingeordnet, wobei es reine Überlegungen bleiben und ich nicht glaube, dass sie etwas mit der Geschichte zu tun haben.

She fell on her butt

Lock eyes from across the house
there she comes, my little mouse
Take your hands, say your name
Nothing here is to blame
Make our way through stairs that blow
The breakfast is nice but now we got to go
Move in close so we can leave
last time stairs and then we reach

Leave this place go down this stairs
Your feet touch, there comes my bear.
The whole day what we've got in store
Walk faster and jump some more
And She fell on her butt

Future comes by itself,
Progress does not

Time Differences...

Normally Claire keeps me awake until late night and often i suffer in school from lack of sleep. Now she has a new job and i thought, it's bad that i won't have those night-talks anymore, but good for our both sleeping rhythm. I wanted to leave a bit after 1 and then she called... and the first thing she said was "Good Morning". So it seems that the fact that she works now and has to stay up early we will exactly meet shortly before i go and then i can't resist and talk to her x). 8Am for her is 1AM for me. Damn haha =P. On another note i really hope her job worked great today and that she likes it a lot =)

ok, heute abend...

...wird wieder chinesisch gelernt. Ich hab das Buch schon lange nicht mehr angefasst, aber wenn ich mich irgendwann mal mit meiner Freundin in ihrer Muttersprache unterhalten will, muss ich mich mal wieder ins Zeug legen und jeden Abend ein bisschen üben. :)

New Banner

Claire made me 3 new awesome banner =) still need to decide which one i will keep as mine now x)

Caipirinha

Ja hatte leider keine Limetten und musste Grapefruits benutzen, aber es schmeckt trotzdem =). Wie immer ist jeder willkommen der das liest und bock auf Caipi heute abend hat :D

nah fuck

There are a lot of rumors around for a kind of revolution in HoJ. A lot of users might be unbanned. I'm very happy for Dis and DoJ, but when the rumors are true and the old trolls are coming back either, i don't know if i will stay there like i did before. At least when it becomes what i think it might become, then i will post my Saw Theories here or on Sawhouse instead. I just hope not all of the rumors are true.

Kein Bock mehr auf Tiefkühlpizza, vllt mach ich mir mal sowas. Hmmmm... Wäre mal eine Idee :P

Oh my HOJ Status is the shit :D

New to the Game

haha you get that when you have under 25 posts normally :P

HoJ opened a bit again

but only the rule section. All messages and members are still there though.

Cafe World

kind of funny Facebook game against boredom. First day i reached level 7, let's see what Level i reach before it gets boring. tehe.

SHOCK!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry, the board is closed

Burj Dubai eröffnet

Ja der Burj Dubai ist nun eröffnet und ich werde mich weigern ihn anders zu nennen xP. Blöde Tower-Umbenennung. Der Sears Tower wird für mich schließlich auch immer der Sears Tower bleiben ;) Die offizielle Höhe beträgt nun 828m, also sogar 10 Meter höher als die Berechnungen.

The Saw VII Section

Just opened in HoJ and the Saw VI sections are coped. Took longer than expected. But now we have it =) Thanks Admin.

Saw VII - Dream

This dream features Saw VI spoilers^^

I will post it in english so i can repost it on HoJ, although my dream was in german. It features only the ending, because i only dreamt of the last scene, dunno why haha.

green: Bob, pink: Jill, red: Mark, blue: police

So the general Situation was like this: Jill escaped into a cave. This cave was connected to a mine or something like that, where the main test of a victim (he has no name so let's just call him Bob) took place. Jill reaches the one end of the cave next to a metal door (made of rods like in the picture). Hoffman follows her, shoots next to her into the cave wall with his gun and shouts "don't move". Jill turns around and doesnt move, because she know that her days are counted. Hoffma shoots her into her right foot making Jill fall on her knees and then shoots once again into the right upper leg. Meanwhile we see Bob (having a lot of wounds from previous tests) following arrows out of the mine-like place. Hoffman starts torturing Jill by hitting her with his gun and screams a lot of things i cant remember. Mostly for what Jill did to him. Hoffman's voice is a bit different though, because he still misses his right cheek, the blood flood stopped though. Oh and his foot is broken, when he pointed the gun at her he was limping too. Some time there we saw a flashback of him chasing Jill and when he got her Jill made him step into a trap (car trap). and he got caught under a wheel of a trucklike machine (kind of a crane). On the other side of the trap Bob's test took place. So then Hoffman beats more shit out of Jill and he says something like "i know that Jigsaw had a plan for you when all this is over". Jill answers with a few missing teeths and blue and red head "Just kill me". And Hoffman just grins and then you start hearing the police "i won't kill you, you will live. When Jigsaw has a plan to hide you from the cops or make you the victim, then i will make you live, but wish you would die" Hoffman takes his knife out and holds it to her face. Meanwhile Bob finds another tape infront of another door (door on left on picture). Bob opens the door and the door immediatly closes, he wants to open it again, but it can only be opened from one side, he pulls the tape into the recorder, but hears a loud scream and the police so he turns around and wants to look around the last corner where Hoffman and Jill are. Then we see the origin of the scream, Hoffman cutted with his knife through Jill's both eyes and slices her cheeks as revenge for the RBT (that was kind of grafic o_O) and then stabs her three further times into her left leg. Jill screams in anger and now lies in anger on her back.

Bob now enters the place where Hoffman is in and just screams "OMG, what have you done". Hoffman turns around, pulls his gun and shoots Bob in his face. The police sounds get louder and we see the first officers entering the mine. Hoffman tries to open the door, but it is locked. He walks over to Bob and sees the tape recorder in his hand. He sits down, because of his foot and plays the tape, which said something similar to this: "Hello Bob, this is your last test. You will reach two other victims, they are wanted by the police like you are and they won't wait to kill you, but they need you and you need them, because you were the only one who heard the last tapes and hints. The police will enter through the big entrance and the building you just left. The only way out without getting caught by the police is through the metal door on the other side. Time to finish your game. Make your choice." Hoffman let the recorder falling to the ground and slowly stands up. He limps towards the big entrance to slowly later the cops stand in front of him.

Now my dream had two different endings:

a) Hoffman sees the police and shoots himself. The police runs in feels Jill's neck and says "she didn't make it". Then we see the police getting 3 black bags out of the cave and leaving and the movie finished

b) Hoffman holds his hands up and gives up. Again one police officer goes over to Jill just to find out that she is already dead, this time you can see Hoffman's reaction though, he looks over to Jill with a little grin, but then gets pulled by the police. Limping handcuffed and getting pushed into the police car. The next scene is Hoffman in jail. In his cell he lies in his bed looking at the ceiling, His Cell inmate pulls out a few cards looks up to his bed and says "Do you want to play a game?" Hoffman looks down with his half face with an expression that was so funny haha.

So here we go

So let me think about what i could write. Well, i know you for over a year now and although or maybe because of that you became my best friend. A distance that gave us a distance to see things objective. That's how you helped me out when i was down and i had some bad times in the last year. You were always an ear and a shoulder for me and now that we finally met each other the bond is even stronger. Laughing, Crying, we had it all in one week. It was not the first time i met someone i knew over the internet, but the most memorable time for sure. i still cannot think about anything to show you how much i enjoyed and enjoy the times.

You made me like Christmas again and you gave me the hope, wishes and dreams i needed to have something to look forward to, again. Missing someone can be much more beautiful than being alone or misunderstood. Yet, i never was in a situation like that and i don't know how i will be able to handle it, but i will wait for you, whatever it costs or happens. But before it happens the two stuffed bears will hold you and look for you, so that you always remember me when you feel lonely. Because I'm always there with you as a friend and as your boyfriend.

22 Stunden Schlaf

und hab noch immer Kopfschmerzen. Das Jahr fängt ja gut an...